Pursued then disrespected
Instagram led me to an event. High traffic images. Local to me. Perfect. I applied. $50 vendor table fee. 1 table MAX. $25 for tent rental. You can’t bring your own. You must rent/invest in the event coordinators pockets. I got approved. I order supplies from Temu. Out of character but curious if the $12…
When entering a room pretty….
It is a well known fact that a positive appearance shapes perception but did you know it could cause an urge to destroy? As I navigate existing beautifully, it is evident that people, men and women, were programmed to pervert good. From the time we are born and given to our parent a ticking clock…
When did sin because a way to feel free?
So no-one was going to tell me that satan has systems in place that set us up to fail and feel like it is our own fault? I lived 33 years blind. Here are the revelations…so far. *Heaven is the goal. With what the world presents, living here long and with the most possessions is…
Why trauma leaves in bulk…..
God is the ultimate dishwasher. For me it was simple. I avoided my trauma like the plague. I knew early on that success lies in progressive forward thinking. Survival is in the optimism. But that is like being a plate full of food. You are safe from significant change, until someone gets hungry. Yes our…
PTSD/ADHD or simply a hyper aware genius?
I got it. A combination of ADHD, neurodivergent, and genius. Whatever it is, is in me. The ability to comprehend at lightening speed but EXECUTE? Nah. It has to feel safe. What does safe feel like? Nonexistent in the presence of others but most importantly not there when there are leaders. You heard me, leaders warp…
The fruit of poverty for pretty women is rooted in conflict.
Conflict is a trigger word for many pretty women now adults recovering from childhood abuse physical or mental. This theme of using my discernment and ability to convey how someone made me feel then END CONTACT without fear is terrifying to the conditioning. The conditioning says shrink. The conditioning says go through your day afraid…
Do you want to go to heaven or buy the nicest car?
You can tell what prayer God is answering by your conflict and triggers. Study how technology uses our behavior to encourage actions and understand that it is a copy of how we can use evidence of miracles to encourage actions. Example with tech: technology will show you something new. You click on it. The algorithm…
I could not imagine dating a man.
Where would we start? I know too much. Just the thought of what would even initiate a reply from me is foreign. “I would like to take you to *insert restaurant here* at 7pm on Friday. I would like to pay for your hair, nails, toes, and a nice dress/shoes. What is your Zelle?” This…
Close Call.
That was close. Lukewarm Christian to the New Age. New Age back to God but broken, battered and beaten into alignment. Existing with God can also look like patience amongst thieves. This does not mean that He will prevent conflict, it simply portrays the ability to sustain throughout strife. In the New Age, there was…
You’re not anxious, you’re distracted.
When did misalignment with goals lead us to doubt our full potential? You see a challenge and think you are so far from it that there is no way for your true potential to shine. There are many reasons why your nervous system is upset with you but the most significant one would be unlimited…
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